Wishful Thinking...

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Sometimes I like to write out my thoughts. I wrote a post about Regret a few weeks ago but it's actually an in-depth explanation of the following words I wrote a few months ago...


I wish I would stop going to bed with my regrets 
Allowing them to whisper bitter nothings in my ears
Reminding me of mistakes that I can't take back 
And the words I spewed, that I should have swallowed 

I wish I could stand on my own side for once. 
Cheer- lead myself up sometimes 
Arrest the doubt before it has a chance to break and enter my mind 

I wish I would stop being my own worst enemy 
Beating myself up with heavy blows 
Pressing hard on myself

I wish I would stop going to bed with my regrets 
Allowing them to whisper bitter nothings in my ears...







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